dear sasha i've been thinking of you a lot lately if you see this write me when i was driving to new mexico i was feeling overwhelmed by the never ending crazy nature and its heavy energy breathing dense on me i felt it wanting to rape me badly i didn't comprehend it i decided i wanted to rape it and drive as fast as possible instead of being raped by it i never felt so alone before there was nobody nothing for three hours i started crying in the car i called your name a few times
