so, me a young woman trying to grow up i was alone driving into the desert away from my own home away from everything
i knew i said "mother, i've come so far i've come so far you cannot catch me" i kept on driving i thought of the young
lover i left behind will i love again like i've loved? i felt drowsy in the overwhelming life force of the desert and my own desire to live almost sleepy i had to force myself to keep my eyes open i thought of my father my father fragile emotional overly sensitive crazy the words to describe him all these beautiful words i kept on repeating in my mouth